My Brain is Full of Rocks, Mountains & Dirt.....

As I sit here in the sun, reflecting on all that I have done, seen and am currently stumbling into....

Im thinking of my birthday this year:

Walking through airports, boarding planes, fielding phone calls, barfing out revisions on documents & emails… Sounds dreadful?  Well…. it was one of my best birthdays in my years on this planet.

I woke up to hugs & breakfast by friends circled in happy energy….And even though I was physically disconnected from my friends they carried me along my journey with chirps from Twitter, Text Messages & Emails right next to me all along the way…Unexpected completely spontaneous fun...

I am a fortunate woman to have surrounded myself with  "people" in my little part of the universe that provide unconditional support & energy.  

I stand on the shoulders of giants…. We are all unique pieces of the big village puzzle. When our synergistic talents are combined and positioned in the same medium.... white flashes of lightning streak across the dark sky. It is an amazing feeling to know that so much good in this universe exists, fights and drives on...

Here is the test to find whether your mission on earth is finished. If you're alive, it isn't. 

~Richard Bach

I love rocks…. I've have an equally polyamorous relationship with the mountains as I do with the ocean.  I make love to the mountains as much as embrace the ocean with every inch, cell & energy of my being.  

When I push, When I stretch.. the current confines of Susan's world mentally & physically pushing past what is considered "possible" is when I am happiest.  I wonder if their is a "job title for something like that" LOL 

On this adventure I finally got my butt kicked back into the arms of my long lost lover.....The Rocks.....Feeling my lungs fill with hot 110+ desert air inhaling, breathing, sweating, tasting the heat, pushing, feeling the tug at the muscles that had long been asleep.

It always becomes clear when I push….  

In -15  sunshine….My ski's itching to drop off piste (it's that  Oh C-R*P Moment Where I squinch up my nose &  eyes with a big huge smile spread and my eyes sparkle….and I push over the edge) 

I smiled suddenly knowing that "this" is only the beginning…. Only the very first drop of a taste of what lies on my road ahead… My heart and energy was full of light and love.  I'm calm & smiling, as if the winds of life have finally blown back into my soul full force CPR and the blip is back on the EKG machine, stronger than ever…. 

Thanks Rolex... For kicking my *ss back to where it belongs.... Pushing the limits...